Peter Gunz had a moment of reflection after taping the Love & Hip Hop New York reunion on VH1. And now that part two has aired, we now know what he really thinks about his drama with his wife Amina Buddafly and his ex, Tara Wallace; as well as his co-star Cardi B calling him out for it all.

VH1 caught up with the star after filming all of the drama and he got pretty candid about where he stands.

“I really didn’t have beef with anyone this season, except myself. I’m accused of being the worst guy in the world when it’s really, I love two people for entirely different reasons. So it’s hard to make a choice… I’m feeling guilty for not being man enough to walk away from both or one situation. I take full responsibility. I hate the fact that people say ‘Oh, they’re stupid they’re staying with him.’ When people love you, sometimes you have to save people from themselves. It’s hard for people to get out. I should man up. I should have been the man to figure it out. And I didn’t. So here we are again.”

During the episode, Peter also said he wanted to take this time to work on himself. His love triangle with Amina and Wallace came to a head when Amina got pregnant then terminated the child. But what she didn’t know was that Wallace was also pregnant. Amina then revealed at the reunion that she was pregnant again and is going to keep this child.

See Peter’s statement below.