Stassi Schroeder may be in for an awkward few days.

Following the August wedding of her Vanderpump Rules co-stars and longtime friends, Katie Maloney and Tom Schwartz, Schroeder is traveling to Bora Bora to spend time with the newlyweds (and likely tons of other honeymooners) just weeks after splitting from longtime boyfriend Patrick Meagher.

Schroeder opened up about her split during an episode of her Podcast, Straight Up With Stassi, in July.

“We’ve broken up and gotten back together so many times, it was like, ‘Goda****, we can’t do this pattern anymore, this routine of breaking up and getting back together every month,'” Schroeder told listeners, via a Radar Online report. “I deserve and he deserves so much better than this relationship where no one ever knows if we’re together or apart. We deserve something stable or steady."

“This is a whole different type of breakup,” she continued. “It’s like a whole different type of thing. I didn’t lose any feelings for him. None of that changed. It’s just, like, I can’t handle this. Like, you don’t fit into my life. You don’t try to fit into my life enough, and we keep fighting, and I can’t handle breaking up all the time.”