After the hardest part of her life is now over, Mob Wives star Alicia DiMichele is opening up about she dealt with it.

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On her blog Thursday, DiMichele opened up to her fans about how she coped with her anxiety. "I was recommended by the Judge to go to court appointed therapy. What a blessing this turned out to be. She was loving, kind, but to the point, she just got me, it was a connection that I very much needed," she wrote. DiMichele also was candid that she was afraid of going to jail and leaving her kids without both parents.

She told the Mob Wives star, 'Alicia, I know it's hard but try not to worry about things that you have NO control over, if the Judge sentences you to jail, you have to go to jail, you have no choice! And you will be fine because you have no choice, and you will do your time and come home.'"

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DiMichele said that she trusted in this and went to therapy, but she started to "fall in love" with her life, despite all the hardships going on.

She was sentenced to four years' probation in August. The New York Post reported in early July that DiMichele has come to a restitution deal. She was charged with her husband Edward "Tall Guy" Garofalo for taking union pension funds from the now defunct New Jersey trucking company they used to run. DiMichele agreed to pay $40,000. She had faced up to six months in jail. Judge Sandra Townes gave her a warning along with the probation, saying she "didn't want to see her again."

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