Fans who tuned into the first episode of "Love and Hip Hop NY" fifth season were given a glimpse inside the beginning of the end for last season's much-talked about couple, Cyn Santana and Erica Mena. As we all know, the pair split up earlier this year and now, Erica Mena is engaged to rapper and actor Shad Moss. Though she was hurt by her seemingly sudden announcement, she tells us that she's getting back on her own two feet.

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"I'm fine now," Santana said in a new Enstars Exclusive. "You will see how everything transitions this season."

While many would regret the decision to join a show with the person you love, to only be broken up with down the line, the 22-year-old New York native does not regret one thing. "No, I don't regret it but this wasn't a part of my plan I was in school for psychology and acting and I did it because I was in Erica's life at the time. I don't regret it, this is just the way it worked out."

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Still, just last week, on Dec.11, she posted a photo of the two of them on their taped trip to Panama. When we asked why she posted the photo, she simply said, "I was looking through my phone... and I saw this photo and it took me back to a good place."

She continued, "I have OCD and I needed to clear out space on my phone, so I just posted it as my throwback."

Watch the full interview, below:


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