Cyn Santana visited New York's own Hot 97 to promote her new charity and give her side on what really happened during her explosive fight with Erica Mena on "Love and Hip Hop NY." As both Mena and Syntana do their best to move on with their new relationships, Cyn told Ebro, Peter Rosenberg and Laura Stylez that watching the season was extremely difficult but just as she told Enstars, she "doesn't regret going back."

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Still, in tonight's (January 5) return of the franchise's original city, Erica and Cyn get into a physical fight. For the first time ever, she addressed what it was like to be physically hurt by someone she loved. "Never in a million years did I imagine Erica putting her hands on me, I know what she's about," Cyn explained.

She continued, "She can get very disrespectful but you don't think that would happen to you... I had just gotten my breast reduction and I couldn't fight even if I wanted to and she knew this!"

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The clip VH1 premiered at the end of 2014 shows a very heated altercation between the two but Santana insists that this was their first interaction that got physical. It hurt more than their regular fights but Cyn also revealed, "Erica was very apologetic... I think that's one of her biggest regrets."

Cyn Santana also opened up about her older brother's suicide, which happened at the end of last year. Though she admits he had his own struggles with depression, she and her family "never saw this coming."

To find out more about her new suicide prevention charity and more about her current feelings on Erica Mena, watch the full interview below.

"Love and Hip Hop NY" returns to VH1, tonight (Jan. 5) at 8/7c.

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