Erica Mena Engaged To Shad Moss: Reality Star Cries Over Exes Rich Dollaz & Cyn Santana, 'I'm Having Feelings' [VIDEO]

Just a few months away from her lavish ceremony to rapper Bow Wow, Erica Mena confesses whether she still has feelings for her exes and VH1 Love & Hip Hop New York co-stars Cyn Santana and Rich Dollaz.

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In a bonus clip of the hit series, Mena opens up with her friend and lifestyle coach Rashidah Ali on her past flames, who decided to team up together for Rich's liquor line. Mena and Ali recap Santana and Rich's launch party, that featured Mena getting on the stage, grabbing the microphone and dissing both Rich and Santana.

"I'm having feelings, my feelings are very mixed. It's just so all over the place. I don't wanna be in this situation right now. I don't hate these people. I'm gonna always love them. I just don't need them loving each other. No!"

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Ali then reprimands Mena for making a "scene" and being the laughing stock of the party. While Mena confesses she probably needs to lay low on the alcohol, she says she feels justified in her actions.

"That's why this wall is up. So I can move on from both of these people. It's never gonna work for me and RIch, and Cyn has a lot of growing up to do. I have growing up to do too."

She says that in order to mature, she has to "move on," but she isn't quite sure how. Mena then says if Santana thought she was such a terrible person, "Why come around my friends? My ex?"

Ali encourages her to speak to both Rich and Santana.

As fans know, Mena was able to quickly move on and is now engaged to rapper and CSI: Cyber actor Bow Wow. They have set a wedding for April of this year. Mena even teased her wedding dress via Twitter Wednesday.