By Sonya Magett, EnStarz | Oct 12, 2012 10:51 AM EDT
Kristen Stewart, who is known for always appearing glum in public even before her "momentary indiscretion" with film director Rupert Sanders, has described herself as a "miserable c***" in a recent interview.
When Balenciaga creative director Nicolas Ghesquiere asked Stewart what makes her happy for an interview in Marie Claire UK magazine, the 22-year-old reportedly replied, "I'm a miserable c***!"
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To further explain why she'd say such a demeaning thing about herself, she then adds: "I'm not sure if I'm most happy when I'm comfortable and content or when I'm pushing myself to the limits. There are such different versions of happy. And I really appreciate both."
Stewart also drew comparisons between her personal style and that of her "Twilight" character Bella.
She admitted she thinks Bella is "practical and unassuming, yet cooler than everyone else. We both wear lots of casual clothes. But her actual style is very far away from mine."
When asked what her definition of "cool" is, Stewart replied, "It's about being on the edge of something, about not taking the easy route. To be cool is not to be crippled by yourself."
She then reveals that stripping down for one of her films opened her up and helped her to become more free and care less about wearing clothes.
"After I'd been playing a stripper in Welcome to the Rileys, I was definitely not wearing enough clothing. I looked back and thought, 'That's so not me.' But it was fun."
Stewart also confessed what she would be doing if she were not an actress. "I'd probably go back to school, read a lot and figure out what I should do."
Stewart seems to still be pretty matter-of-factly about her life despite her reconciliation with "Twilight" co-star Robert Pattinson. She appeared glum in photos during a recent outing with her father, John Stewart. The father and daughter attended a Florence And The Machine concert at Hollywood Bowl in Los Angeles.
The couple rekindled their romance after she apologized and claimed that she had not had sex with Sanders. The couple, who haven't been photographed together since July, were spotted having dinner with friends at Soho House in West Hollywood two weeks ago.
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