Ramona Singer is pouring a glass of wine and opening her heart up to her fans and everyone who wants to listen. The Real Housewives of New York star is getting quite personal in her latest book, Life On The Ramona Coaster, revealing that she contemplated suicide after she found out her ex-husband Mario Singer had been cheating on her with his mistress, Kacey Dexter.

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According to OK! Magazine on Tuesday, new excerpts of her book detail her emotional rollercoaster after she decided it was time to pull the plug on her marriage. The reality television star confesses to being deeply depressed during that moment in her life.

Singer wrote, "The stress of everything became unmanageable and it began to wreak havoc on my mind, body and spirit. There were times when I was so low that I almost felt like throwing myself in front of a subway train."

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"I kept nodding off because I was taking too much anxiety medication," she confessed. "I didn't realize it at the time, but I was overmedicating myself to combat depression."

Singer was married to her soon-to-be ex-husband Mario for over two decades. The blonde beauty worked hard to fix the issues in her marriage, even though he was caught cheating on her multiple times.

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