Britney Spears is "broken and dead" as her relationship with her sons continues to become more ill-fated.

Although Spears successfully got rid of the conservatorship, she seemingly started losing her sons who recently spoke ill about her. For them, especially Jayden Federline, Jamie Spears only wanted the best for the singer but she refused to accept it.

Following the recent developments, the 40-year-old singer shared several audio clips on Instagram on Saturday, saying that her sons Sean Preston and Jayden made her feel like she died.

"Since they've been gone, I've honestly felt like a huge part of me has died. Literally, I have no purpose anymore. They were my joy. They were my everything. I look forward to seeing them. That was what I live for. And then all of a sudden, they were gone and I was like, 'oh my God, did my heart just stop beating?'" she said, as quoted by Entertainment Tonight.

Her sons themselves decided to avoid their mother in the past months. Her ex, Kevin Federline, told The Daily Mail that their children particularly found it hard to deal with the nude photos she began to share after the end of the conservatorship.

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But now, she seemingly lost 70 percent of the time she once had with them when they were younger.

Meanwhile, in response to the nude photos, Spears said she is not using social media to gain attention. Instead, she uses it since she wants to be heard.

Spears and Federline were married from 2004 to 2007. They eventually reached a custody agreement that gave the patriarch 70 percent of the children's time.

Britney Spears Apologizes To Sons

In another audio clip, Spears took her time to express her love for her children. She also apologized to them for hurting them in any way.

Unfortunately, they still blocked her and moved farther away from her.

With that, the matriarch had no choice but to greet one of her sons a happy birthday in advance since she could not greet them in person.

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Her comments came out after Jayden had a rare interview with "60 Minutes Australia" (via Access) where he revealed that their grandfather, Jamie, cared about Spears in ways she did not know.

Spears responded to her son after an interview, saying that she felt sad upon hearing her son say those words.

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