Jax Taylor wishes he could go back and time and not have cheated on his girlfriend of two-and-a-half years.
As his relationship with Brittany Cartwright continues to face hardships on Vanderpump Rules, Taylor has remained active with his fans and followers online. He recently told his audience that he had major regrets about his affair with their costar and friend Faith Stowers.
"I wish every f**king day and every minute I didn’t do what I did. But I love Brittany very much and I can’t imagine being with out her," he wrote on Dec. 20. "I clearly have many issues and insecurities but I am trying. Happy holidays everyone."
Taylor and Cartwright came to blows during Episode 1 of Vanderpump Rules after Stowers informed James Kennedy of her rendezvous with Taylor. Then, after Cartwright caught wind of the news, she informed Taylor that she would take the dogs and leave Taylor at their home in Los Angeles.
The following episode, Taylor confirmed he cheated and Cartwright traveled to Las Vegas for a visit with one of her girl friends.
Despite her promise to leave Taylor if he cheated, Cartwright had a change of heart. She immediately returned to their apartment from her girls trip in Sin City and began sleeping with the cheating reality star.
Earlier this week, Cartwright appeared on an episode of the E! Network's The Daily Pop where she watched the clip of Taylor's cheating admission for the first time.
"It kind of makes me almost wanna cry right now," Cartwright admitted. "Just because I haven't actually seen it, it's been too hard. So it's just hard all around."
"It's a big time work in progress," she continued. "People act like I just let him do whatever and everything's OK but it's not. We're still having to work on things, we're still going through it every single day. And reliving it all is making it even worse."
In addition to the backlash Taylor has been receiving online, Cartwright has seemingly dealt with just as much of a reaction from her fans and followers. They can't believe that she took Taylor back after his cheating was confirmed.
To see more of Jax Taylor, Brittany Cartwright, and their Vanderpump Rules co-stars including Scheana Marie, Lisa Vanderpump, James Kennedy, Stassi Schroeder, Tom Sandoval, Tom Schwartz, Kristen Doute, Ariana Madix, and Katie Maloney, don't miss new episodes on Mondays at 9 p.m. on Bravo TV.