Shannon Beador isn't thrilled about airing her husband's affair on The Real Housewives of Orange County.

Shannon Beador Had To 'Beg' David To Come Back To Her After Affair

Although it was her decision to do so, the reality star and mother of three recently admitted that having to relive some of the hardest moments of her life hasn't been easy.

"I am not happy or excited about talking about my husband's infidelity or the painful year plus that my family and I went through," Beador wrote in her Bravo blog on Monday, "but I happen to be on a reality show, I am honest, and we thought that sharing our story may help other couples in a similar situation."

Shannon Beador Calls Her Husband David An 'Incredible Father'

During the first episode of the currently airing season of The Real Housewives of Orange County, Beador revealed David had been unfaithful to her during a couples therapy session. Although she didn't reveal when it occurred, or who it was with, Beador claimed to have discovered hotel receipts in her husband's briefcase before he admitted to his infidelity.

"I am doing my best. But let's be realistic. I am not going to be able to snap my fingers and say that everything is completely perfect in a day or even a month," Beador continued. "I am going to have moments of weakness, of insecurity, of painful memories...but I also have many amazing moments of strength, of confidence, of positivity."

For more Beador, tune into The Real Housewives of Orange County season 10 on Mondays at 9 p.m. on Bravo.

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