The highly anticipated ninth season premiere of Keeping Up With the Kardashian has officially come and gone and it wasn't long before Khloe Kardashian opened up about her split with Lamar Odom in the premiere episode.

Kardashian couldn't help but have a breakdown when talking about their tarnished relationship.

She told her big sister Kourtney, "I've been hiding because I'm afraid of people. I've been putting myself aside to hopefully save somebody's life. Now that I've come to terms that I can't, I have to move on with my life and that means changing a lot."

She admitted, "The whole thing is very uncomfortable. I do not like being around people because I know what they are thinking. I can't look people in the eyes and I am not even the one that did anything."

To make matters worse, paparazzi crowded over her as she left the family's store, Dash, and asked if she was "going to pick up Lamar from Skid Row" and if she "did this to Lamar", most likely referring to his rumored struggle with drugs.

Kardashian also revealed that Odom used prepaid phones, only to get a new one an hour later, news which led to her brother, Rob, to say that Odom needed to move out.

Kardashian also said Odom actually called her best friend, ATL star Malika Haqq to apologize.

That's when Haqq set him straight and said, "Tell Khloe you're sorry."

The premiere also showed that Kardashian opened up about her and Odom's status to her step-brother, Brody Jenner.

The former The Hills star asked Kardashian what was going on and she confessed that Odom had wanted to see her recently.

"[Lamar] stays at our loft downtown. He wanted to go see a movie, he was in good spirits today. He wanted to go with me ... I said, ' I can't,'" she revealed.

Her other sister, Kim Kardashian, also tried to help her sister feel better by taking her for a fresh start makeover. Khloe made her hair a little lighter while Kim went blonde. Check out the video here.

While the episode aired, she tweeted, "This episode is an emotional roller coaster...

Keeping Up With the Kardashians airs on E! Sundays at 9/8c.

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