Fans have been waiting to see Amina's reaction to her husband, Peter Gunz, secretly going to a romantic family vacation with his ex-girlfriend, Tara Wallace on VH1's Love & Hip Hop New York.

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Now the network has shown Amina's real response to Peter going off to Barbados with Tara after lied he said he had to go away for a business trip (just days before Amina gave birth to their first child together).

Amina told fans, "I think it should be obvious to everyone that it doesn't feel good to me watching it. I have to say again, as you guys know, we taped the season over the summer. And this happened awhile ago."

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She went on to say that she already knew about Peter's lie and the vacation long before it aired. She said her initial reaction will be seen on the show.

"You'll see how I really felt at the time. Peter told me what happened out there. Seeing it in action and everything with my own eyes is different and it's still hurtful. It definitely wasn't nice."

Amina added that while she has "moved on" from the situation, having to watch it sparks up the old feelings she had when she heard about it.

"It's definitely not a good feeling, you know. It's our lives."

Amina also showed off her and Peter's daughter, Corie, in the video as well. She went into labor just as Peter returned to New York City from his vacation with Tara, almost causing him to miss the birth.

Check out what else Amina had to say below.

Love & Hip Hop New York airs Mondays at 8/7c.

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