Teresa Giudice Admits 'Real Housewives of New Jersey' Caused Her to Have Breakdown, Melissa Calls Her 'Delusional'

"Real Housewives of New Jersey" star Teresa Giudice can't handle all of the backlash she is receiving from her family and friends.

The reality star and New York Times Bestselling Author had not cried until the reunion (part one of three airs Sept. 30) -- where she had a complete meltdown. The entire cast believes Teresa set up her sister-in-law, Melissa Gorga, to be outed as a former stripper. (Though, Melissa denied these allegations.) 

"I said to myself I wasn't going to get upset, but I couldn't help it," Teresa told In Touch Weekly. "After the taping was done, I broke down. I started crying and I couldn't stop."

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"I know in my heart I did nothing. I feel like I'm making myself sick over this," she told In Touch magazine, according to RadarOnline. "I'm tired of getting blamed for things I didn't do. It's exhausting."

In her latest blog post, Teresa wrote, ""Even if Melissa was a stripper, I KNEW no-one would care. If I wanted to 'embarrass' Melissa, it wouldn't be for something no-one cared about!"

She also implied that Melissa set her up: "When Angelo [the man who was the owner of the bar Gorga worked at) showed up and came up to the table, my heart was racing. I don't know anything about Melissa's true past, so I had no idea if he was a threat or not, but I was prepared to defend Melissa if he said anything. But all he did was say hi and left. Left the table and then left the building (and I chased him down)! ... She had no proof of anything, she wasn't even really 'ambushed,' but she had the perfect opportunity to get my brother to hate me. So she took it and ran with it." 

In Melissa's most recent blog post, she wrote, "At this point I think I only have one word to describe what has happened and what's to come: D-E-L-U-S-I-O-N-A-L."

For the next season of "New Jersey," none of the current cast wants to film with Teresa.

"No one wants to tape with Teresa anymore," two cast members recently told The Huffington Post. "She has done so many things to each member of the cast that at this point it is everyone versus Teresa. I know they are looking at several friends of hers to join the show so she has someone to film with. At the moment, no one has been invited back, but we are all pretty sure Teresa will have two new friends."

Teresa is having a hard time dealing with all of the losses she's suffered -- she doesn't speak to her brother and her once best friend wants nothing to do with her.

"I need help. Everyone is against me and ganging up on me."

Is fame from the popular TV series to blame?

"We've never gone without speaking until we were on a reality show together. This is exactly what I didn't want. It's heartbreaking."