While fans wait to see if Rihanna will address the Chris Brown assault in her new , Brown is definitely going to discuss it in a documentary of his own. And he doesn’t care what his critics think about it.

The singer is slated to star in the highly anticipated project called Welcome to My Life: The Official Chris Brown Documentary. And while superstars like Usher, Jennifer Lopez, Jamie Foxx, DJ Khaled, Rita Ora, Mary J. Blige and Mike Tyson are slated to appear, the real buzz surrounds Brown finally addressing the incident in which he brutally attacked his then girlfriend, Rihanna, back in February of 2009.

“This is the first time I get to say anything,” said Brown in the first look of the documentary. “I went from being on top of the world, No. 1 songs, being kind of like America’s sweetheart to being Public Enemy No. 1.”

As for that fateful day in which he abused Rihanna while they headed to a Grammy event, Brown reveals just how much he struggled in private following the aftermath.

“I felt like a monster. I was thinking about suicide, I wasn’t sleeping, I barely ate…If there was ever a doubt in your mind Chris Brown was done, he was finished… I wouldn’t bet on it.”

His mother also said, “That was the worst day of my life… I felt like I was losing my child.”

Usher added, “If you truly love Chris Brown, you felt everything that was going on with him.”

The release date for the documentary has not yet been released. But it has already gotten lots of backlash. So Brown took to Instagram to address it.

A photo posted by The Shade Room (@theshaderoominc) on Apr 18, 2016 at 8:09pm PDT


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