They seemed to have worked through their issues and repaired their marriage, but it appears Kendra Wilkinson & Hank Baskett still have a lot of work to do to save their relationship.

Kendra Wilkinson 'Needed Time Away' From Hank Baskett

New clips have surfaced of the season finale episode of their reality show, Kendra on Top, where not only does Baskett finally reveal his side of the story, but Wilkinson reveals just how the scandal made her genuinely feel.

In an exclusive sneak peek clip given to E! News, Baskett admits why he didn't tell his wife about what happened between he and transsexual model Ava Sabrina London right away-and allowed her to learn the truth from the media.

Kendra Wilkinson Blaming Herself For Marital Problems?

"I handled this wrong. I immediately froze. I was scared. I felt like I was going to lose everything-my wife and my kids-because I couldn't tell my true story to her," he says in the clip. "Kendra just immediately went off and just started going ballistic. That's when she walked immediately in our bathroom, grabbed her wedding rings and rings I've gotten her and flushed them down the toilet."

Wilkinson then corroborates the story, admitting she felt he was a monster when she learned what happened.

"I flush them so f-king fast and then I go on a rage. I didn't know you at the time," she says. "I was like, 'Oh my God. This is a f-king monster I married. This is a f-king crazy, sick f-k that I married.' I mean, I just gave birth. I had post-partum blues!"

Baskett then reveals that the couple may have been having some problems prior to his affair-hinting why he might have been driven to cheat to begin with.

"I didn't go to you right away because I was scared of where we had been in our communication and how you had already been telling me that marriage isn't for you, there's more out there for you," he says. "I didn't know how you would react to me talking to you like this."

In addition to Baskett finally telling his side of the story, Wilkinson is revealing for the first time in a second clip, provided to People, that the whole situation caused her to actually question her life.

"I was at a real low. I even questioned my life," she says. "If it wasn't for breastfeeding Alijah, the bond I had with her, I feel like I would have probably ended my life. I felt like I'm not even supposed to be here."

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