Actress Michelle Williams, who won a Golden Globe for her role as Marilyn Monroe in "My Week With Marilyn," talked about her late boyfriend and father of her daughter, actor Heath Ledger.

"Our initial meeting, the circumstances of how we first met, were cosmic or something," Williams said in an interview with GQ Magazine.

Then she said it was "too much" to deal with Ledger's death and the media frenzy that surrounded his tragic ending.

"It was making me crazy. I felt like I was going crazy. It was too much — trying to deal with what had happened and trying to deal with what was at our doorstep. I just felt trapped," she said.

Williams, who at the time of Ledger's death, was not dating him, said that one of her "favorite things to imagine," is if they would have ended up together had he not died.